Happy Birthday Ruth
Would be 65
Today is Ruth’s birthday. She would have been 65. She almost made it to the golden years. Almost survived, almost lived, almost had it in the bag. Almost, until the devil came knocking and the devil will take you all now.
I am not your scapegoat. I am not your sin eater. The abuse, corruption and lies ends here. I stand for truth and freedom. System can’t get me. The psychological warfare tactic against us will be accounted for.
What do you think was going on? David Hawkins called it out by discovering the patents created from these University protected - Labs of Rage he termed it.
I didn’t even learn it. It is my DNA and it was forced upon our psyches like a parasite to deal with for other people’s vanity and scamming.
What I learned is the truth. I shared the truth. I shared my true identity. I shared the truth and the predictable outcomes with the authorities. I stitched up what remained of my life and my sisters. I am truly grateful for having that opportunity. As was she.
No matter our Father’s shame; ruining her mind rather than revealing his secrets and lies -the truth- which makes me rightfully POed with him and everyone who supported him until he died. He was a POS for diddling us. No one cared about that. They wanted to like him and I would have if he hadn’t done that and been an enraged violent psychologically and physically abusive narcissist. About 2% of the time he was alright. The rest was a stand off escalating to dangerous monster.
I called out the liars. I shamed the crown. I shamed the system. Ruth and my mother were set up to take the blame for sins of the damned. They weren’t. They aren’t. I see them on the other side. I saw my dad the other morn. He’s been dead since 2006. The torture my parents endured is a testament to their strength not their weakness.
I am not your sin eater. Cope.
My mother, father and sister’s spirits are still presenting to me as remnants of what I could not resolve here (programming). My brother is risen. He literally rose on the 3rd day after he died (1985) and remains too high for me to reach since I began discovery in 2015, but like all lovers of heaven and the repentant pathway to Christ, we know and it is through faith that we stick to the principals of heaven. Because it is almost impossible to hold any sort of vibration like that while here. Doesn’t mean you are damned. Just corporeal.
Today, celebrate the life of Ruth Atkin. She loved her birthday. Just like a child.
“Anders… is this normal?”
That’s one of the most common questions I get in my inbox and in my clinic. It’s also one of the most common questions on online withdrawal forums. People taper their medication, a wave of strange and frightening symptoms appears, and they’re left wondering:
Am I relapsing? Is this withdrawal? Is this me without meds? Am I broken underneath?
Meanwhile, leading researchers are still busy spreading Big Pharma propaganda, questioning whether severe psychiatric drug withdrawal even exists as a real problem (see Michael Kalfas et al. in JAMA and Jonathan Henssler et al. in The Lancet).
So let’s set the record straight. Withdrawal is real, it is common, and for many, it is brutal – or at least requires careful tapering over months or years not to be. Below, I’ll share both the science and the lived experience of what the symptoms are and how to identify them. And luckily, we don’t have to guess. The research exists.
Leonard Cohen called MK ultra Ann Diamond a dangerous psychotic for a reason. He warned about her stalking him for decades. Dozens of people corroborated his statement. I 100% concur with Leonard Cohen. She has been stalking and threatening me and my late sister for 10 years.
She has no records of any involvement of herself or her parents at the Allen memorial. Her underhanded war against the victims in this case and others is documented over and over again by multiple parties. Based on the provided search results, multiple individuals are cited as having claimed or implied that Leonard Cohen described Ann Diamond as a stalker, including:
Irving Layton: Cohen’s close friend and mentor reportedly told Ann Diamond in 1992 that he had heard for years she was a “violent, psychotic woman,” and admitted the source was Cohen himself.
Hazel Field: Described as a woman Cohen introduced to Diamond who spread damaging rumors about her, with Cohen allowing the narrative to persist.
Barbara Sala: A lifelong friend of Cohen’s, who stated in a review that Cohen’s circle believed Diamond was his stalker.
Diane (Dianne) Lawrence: Claims Cohen told her directly that Diamond was a stalker and refused to meet her when she came to his Zen community.
Beth Buchannan told me that Leonard Cohen described Ann Diamond as both his stalker and a psychopath to her personally. Beth knew Leonard Cohen much better than Ann.
MKULTRA Ann Diamond swears under oath that Leonard Cohen told people she was dangerous and psychotic.
“Michael Posner: Repeated the stalking claim in his writings and book, citing others in Cohen’s circle who believed it. Before I left Layton remarked that he was pleasantly surprised to meet me and “find out you’re nothing like the violent, psychotic woman I’ve been hearing about all these years.” He first denied, but later admitted the source was Leonard Cohen. This came as a shock. I sent Leonard an angry fax, then regretted it and phoned to apologize. It was the first and only time I ever telephoned his Los Angeles number, but he accused me of being the anonymous caller who had been harassing him for weeks. He avoided answering my question. I was left with the impression that he had told certain people I was a “dangerous psychotic” while allowing me to think nothing was amiss. “
I declare under penalty of perjury under the laws of the State of California that the foregoing is true and correct.
Dated: 25 April 2015 _______________________________
ANNE JULIA MCLEAN