The mocking scorn of all black hearts bore against me during the immediate aftermath of Ruth’s death. My main concern was and still is Ruth’s heart and her travels to the afterlife. I felt the same inhibiting shame of my parent’s reproach that I had not felt since they we alive while the fire raged and my shocked self moved about. I stomped my foot. I was on the phone with my anchors watching the nightmare unfold through my window.
Ruth was my sister. She was older than me by 1.5 years. I am still alive. Ruth was way more abused than me, my mother and father. She bore all the trauma, guilt and shame without understanding why. MK Ultra Girl, me, her younger sister, Ellen Atkin is still alive. I am still fighting in her name, my name, my brother’s name and my parents' names for justice through the appropriate channels.
Here is Ruth's memorial page where some of her life story is coming out. All of the nasty people on there were part of harassing her into suicide by encouraging the wedge she projected between us to work against me. They also were and still are harassing me; Now it is witchy talismans on the hiking trail.
It was the community care bus driver, Better at Home (oh the irony) and our trailer park neighbours mostly, but the whole town threw down against me when I cried out on the local facebook page for them to leave her alone. They wouldn't.
I believe they were setting up to remove Ruth to the care of the public trustee which would have stolen her identity and her inheritance which her estate will receive when we win her lawsuits. I believe they psychologically manipulated her vulnerabilities, plying on her made up complaints against me into a tacit form of consent. They totally went around me (against policy) and her (also against policy). Can you imagine that? Oh yes you can. The system is that.
First the neighbours made up lies about my dog. I was forced to rehome her. Then they went after my sister. Within 2 weeks, my sister was dead and my dog was gone.
Ruth projected the suppressed & unresolved trauma of my MK Ultra tortured under the medical/ psyche model, mother and father back onto them in ‘76. She went around town with a righteously indignant cry for help against them. Her expressions of abuse were not the actual abuse, but minor annoyances that everyone has to put up with in families. That was the reason my parents with the advice of an alcoholic doctor friend of my dad’s had her locked up at 16 years old in ‘76.
Ruth always complained, like all victim mentality mentally ill people do, of their care providers. She imagined her good as gold husband/ boyfriend was abusing her too and went to a woman’s shelter on the advice of her “care team”. She reunited with him and they lived for a few more years together until he killed himself while she was spending time with the prime abuser/ handler, our father John Atkin.
Her behaviour was a result of unresolved trauma from MK Ultra mind control torture inflicted by the psychiatric system on our parents and her. I bore/ bear their hellfire resentment of it all like a demon catcher.
The neighbours call us tin foil hatters. That went around town on the facebook page before Ruth killed herself, one crackpot disabled mental person who took Ruth’s picnic table away from her even says it on Ruth’s memorial page. They have lost their humanity and their way. That is the system that everyone cleaves to. The new normal.
When they made the 3 wellness check calls, Ruth panicked but she could not tell me about it or correct herself. She did not know how to take responsibility for herself. I used facebook to find out what was going on behind my back. These people admit half of their ill intentions by hurling abuse at me. They expose their conspiracy while flouting policy and privacy laws believing they are protected by the great Oz.
There were 3 wellness check calls 3 days in a row in March 2023, 2 cop visits and a constant barrage of trailer park neighbors who would not leave her alone. Even the morning of her death, one of them was heard talking to her at 7 am on a Sunday morning. I tried everything I could to get them to leave her alone. I asked the landlady, I wrote them notes, I wrote a note for Ruth to keep in her pocket, I took her to a hotel, I ranted on the facebook page. This only caused them to double down on her and I until she killed herself.
Wall of silence.
Updated Boston Bar Facebook Group Statement July 2023
“Please ensure you have full authority to talk about the well being of others before positing it to this group. Philosophical conversations around the topic of suicide is best not debated on this Facebook group. Small towns feel the effects of suicide in a big way. We wouldn't want to see comments like this make someone feel empowered to take their life as I feel this is a mental health issue. Anyone who has these thoughts should seek medical attention immediately. If you need help or advise please feel free to use the group to reach out to others. The admin group has voted unanimously to remove those posts for the time being.”
Please reach out to me if you can support me and other victims of these unacknowledged crimes at this time. There are more stories flooding in every day from the vulnerable. MK Ultra Girl has the system on notice, legally and informally. This story is unfolding in real time. Your support can make a difference. Thank you.