Scaring Public Survivors to Death

Killing my loves

This was filmed within weeks of my sister and me being attacked by our community fueled by cyber stalker MK Ultra Ann Diamond (Anne McLean), whom I reference in this video. I underestimated the level of malice surrounding us. Just days after this aired, I was forced to rehome my dog. Two weeks later, my sister was overwhelmed by constant harassment and repeated police calls in a effort to oust us from our homes. Ruth was deprescribing. I was her safe person.

My sister died by suicide under this pressure from the community and landlords to coerce her into a police cruiser, return her to a psychiatric ward, and accuse me of abusing her. If we had been able to leave with my dog, as I said in this video, both of them might still be part of my life—symbols of love and hope.

Six months after her death, her class action - St. Thomas Psychiatric - lawsuit was certified. We had begun working on it as soon as she arrived in 2021. She wanted to help. She was afraid to speak publicly. I was her shield.

With her death, the last spark of hope for my bloodline was extinguished. My dog did find a good home, but losing both of them—combined with a sustained hate campaign—nearly broke me, as was clearly intended.

The trauma of losing my sister in a fire she set in an act of last resort revenge for another unwanted intrusion by a neighbour can never be undone. The landlords casually drove through the emergency vehicle convoy doing yard work while it happened. Most neighbours were doubling down with their abuse. “Reap what you sow” comments on face book and gossip that drove her to kill herself kept going seemingly intended to push me toward the same end.

MK Ultra Ann Diamond posted on her many blogs and socials the same slander and libel she is known for (Leonard Cohen called her a “dangerous psychopath”) that continues to this day. I continue to see this pattern replicated through other online predators, which I name here so it can be recognized and confronted: The Mother of Darkness PsiOp.

Ruth was a member of the Montreal Experiments Class Action and a plaintiff in the St. Thomas Psychiatric Class Action. Instead of receiving support so that the endless cycle of poverty and abuse could end for us, this happened. The intent was clear: that she would never recover, never heal, never fully remember, never experience freedom from induced psychological terror. And yet, she did—if only briefly—and I cherish those moments.

I believe MK Ultra Ann Diamond uses her public platforms to keep targeted individuals trapped in trauma by deliberately triggering known vulnerabilities. Survivors are mocked, discredited, and condemned, while abusers are hailed as heroes and leaders. When I warned that speaking out carried real danger, I was not exaggerating. This must stop. The cycle must be broken.

The hyper-focus on narcissist/empath identification explains much of this problem, which I experience as a form of moral or spiritual corruption. Either a person can take responsibility and accountability for their words and actions, or they cannot. When they cannot, they surrender control to destructive forces. What I refer to as the “Mother of Darkness Psi Op” thrives in that absence of accountability.

Despite everything, I choose forgiveness. Ruth was fragile and vulnerable, which is why she knew I was there for her even when illness caused her to direct her anger toward me. I never blamed her for that. What still astonishes me is how my character became open season simply because my sister was mentally ill.

Ruth wanted to be liked. Sometimes she understood the consequences of complaining too much. She stopped complaining about her cat when I told her we would find the cat another home. The furthest most people would go in responding to her complaints about me was to say that she focused on it too much. Her best friend was the only one who told her that she simply had to accept my personality—bossy and mean.

I do not believe most people truly understood what was happening. I believe systemic ignorance and perverse incentives led to actions that terrified her instead of helping her.

This video is especially haunting now, knowing that during its filming, both Ruth and I were being intentionally retraumatized through false police reports, manufactured narratives, and reported cyberstalking that portrayed me as “dangerous.” Decades after Leonard Cohen (and many others) publicly described MK Ultra Ann Diamond as a “dangerous psychopath,” the same narrative continues to be projected onto her perceived enemies.

Please pray with me for my sister Ruth and for all who have been wronged. I am grateful for the final two years I was able to spend with her, even as I became the target meant to shield her. I do not regret it. She deserved a chance, and she loved the life she had. The grief remains heavy, but I am healing.

Please also pray for all second- and third-generation survivors of extreme childhood abuse—that safety, real healing, and true accountability may finally come. This responsibility now belongs to all of us.

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